näin se joskus vaa menee..

When the story begins
We were just a friends
eleven years old
In forth grade
When i moved here
You ware my only friend
Then i start to like you
And you felt the same way
And suddenly you asked me
If i want to be your girlfriend
I was happy
and i said yes
Then i just stop
Without reason
I broke up whit you
Three years went by
I didn't say you a word
Then you start to speak to me
In facebook
You ware drunk
You said "you deserve a kiss."
"I am going to give you a big kiss tomorrow cause you deserve it"
So we were going to meet next day at 12 a.m.
You were having a hang over
It was funny and cute
You didn't give me that kiss
But that wasn't a problem
Not at all
Later that day you came my door
We were just talking
When you were leaving i almost closed my door when you said "wait I almost forgot something" then you came close to me and you kissed me
For that moment I was paralyzed
That was one of my best days in my 15yers old life again you were my boyfriend
And now after 10 months we have faced many problems together drugs, cheating, robbery and many more down hills and now we are engaged this same boy who was my first boyfriend is now my fiance.
But nothing is perfect after sunrise its always a sun set. Nothing last forever. So now when we were in a relationship 1 year and 3 months i ended it. Cause it wasn't working i was trying to get it work again but it wasn't working it's  just... Day after day i tryed. I'm not saying that i don't love him anymore cause i do. I still love him alot! Our thing just wasn't working anymore. And when i left him it hurt me too i was crying 24 days and second day after i left him i cut my self i burned my self and i were drinking rommi.. So it hurt me too so am i a bitch? Or was i just facing the reality?
2007 | 11.8.12-21.6.13-11.10.13|
It's my life!