Asking too much

I cryed a month every day when I broke up with roope he hurted himself by hiting a hole in the wall cause I left him broke ups  are nasty they always hurt. No matter what you do its gonna always hurt. I almost killed myself cause I left roope but with time and good supports or good reason to live you are gonna always get back on your feet. Its hard but life is hard and we have to accept it and find our reason to live. My reason to live and the thing that keeps me going no matter what happens is my family.  And I dont mean just those who share the same dna I mean all my friends all the people that love me and even those who hate me thay are all my family even the people I don't even know is my family. That's because we all live together. On earth. Even those who say that go kill yourself don't really mean that. I'm still alive because those I love. You can't say what is love cause love is everything. It's even the hate in your enemies. Life is like a puzzle It's relly hard you don't always find the right pieces in right place but when you do theres always the risk that when you try to move it, it can broke and you might lose some pieces but in time when you are old and you are dying in the natural way I promes that your puzzle is redy and all the little pieces of life are in there you just have to keep moving forward. But always remember if you are feeling that nothing matters and you feel that you are not going to get your puzzle done take a break think about it how and why did you get this far in the first place and if you still feel your not going to make it to the end simply just wait.  Theres always atleast one person that want to help you, to get back on your feet. And those people who help you no matter what those love you. Okey yes those people might leave your site but they simply leave because th they think you are strong enough to continue your journey without them. and don't worry theres always gonna be a new person to look after you this is life and in the end we can remember every happy and sad moments in our life and think positively of them even those heartbreaking moments of our life. Every moment in our life is an lesson and you can either run from it or learn ftom it. Its simply your choise. Don't be afraid falling in love even if you know it could hurt you or the other just don't be afraid.  This is life no matter what you do thers always those up and down sides in life. You can't run from them cause if you run it's gonna hurt you. So don't be afraid just live your life climb up in the clouds but don't be afraid of falling it's natural it happens to all of us. But those wounds will heal some heal faster than others and sometimes you think they will never heal but trust me every wound will heal no matter how big and painful thay are they will heal you just have to believe in yourself.  So go there live your life, get in love, hurt yourself,  get back up and do it again and again cause this is life And some day you are going yo meet the rigt person to fit in your life. But if you run away you will miss your chance so don't run just learn from your mistakes and live. Simply live.